The Ins and Outs of My Life!

it’s been a while since i last posted my blog…not that i have given up on it but i was rather busy since the start of my experimental work with guinea pig ileum…this research project regarding antidepressants and guinea pig ileum took almost a day and drains me of my already limited daily energy…

anyway, stg just struck my mind just before i wrote this post; actually had the urge to post this blog because of this thinking…been thinking, is achieving wat u want so satisfying?if so, is it worth sacrificing everything n anything, including friendship?imho, everyone will have differing opinions: everyone has to reflect on their past n personal experience to get thru this dilemma, particularly when different ppl have different needs n requirements…food for thought, eh?do comment on ur personal experience, hopefully u will be willing to share some experience with me, hehe….

a sleepy and hungry soul, still to have his breakfast, walked into the kitchen, hoping to fulfil his stomach and tiredness.. out of a sudden, another ill-tempered soul from nowhere entered the kitchen to do his ‘matters’(like he cared) and out of the kitchen he went, slamming the kitchen door in the progress..

the pitiful soul had to endure days and days of suffering before this incident and just got lectured the previous day(like he gave a f***).. never do i think this soul will ever change his mind abt his opinion when one party alwiz thinks he’s right.. when it comes to that point, there’s no point talking anymore as there can never be any more truth or jokes… anything said will be regarded as a sign of hostility towards the ill-tempered soul… ppl may pity this mad guy for not able to interact with other ppl but hell do i care when u can end up arguing who’s right n who’s wrong when ppl never think they r wrong… wat a waste of time…

i will tell u sincerely, if i m on the receiving end, i will not back off from my stand n principles.. if u think u can change my mind by slamming the door n doing other hostile things, i will tell u on the spot and immediately, ‘NO’ is the final ultimate answer… flat out…

(damn pissed)

wat a hectic schedule for today. slept at 4am due to unavoidable reason and had to attend a lab intro meeting marathon starting at 9am, at royal college building and then back to sibs. tired, exhausted, sleepy…

after class, basically ‘hid’ in the room, online n thinking ways n solutions to resolve the matter that has been persisting for quite a while now… some things u just cannot tell ppl openly for the fear of him being angry… but then, when he found out, the sight of him being a mad mad man is one to watch out for… he has yet to confront me(correct at time of site publishing) and things may in fact change in life as we know it…

with the exams around the corner, i wouldn’t like to stir up more trouble… came here to glasgow just with the intention of studying, graduating, n maybe hav fun along the way… probably, having fun may be much more than wat i bargained for(like ‘api bila kecil jadi kawan, bila besar, jadi lawan’)…

wah, everyone expect their 21st to be a special one and hell yeah, it is not different for me!

yesterday(Nov. 7) celebrations was far more than wat i ever expected, seriously and something i have not seen before.probably it’s due to the fact for me, birthdays are just like any other normal busy and stressful days, nothing so special about it. the last time i celebrated my birthday, together with terence(fren, ‘bro’), was in summit bowling alley(if i remembered correctly) a year ago with a bunch of awesome friends. from there, how things progressed(for the good and worse) is still new to me…

anyway, my birthday yesterday was a grand one, if not better. first, went for malaysian food with a big group of frens and enjoyed the food there. there was so many customers there so i was wondering whether the food was nice.. yes it was and we managed to satisfy our stomach and our eyes too!hehe… after our meals, my heart dun really feel like leaving but we did, and off we go to yates to meet our frens inside. we were not allowed to enter as after 8pm, customers must produce their ids. but then, terence went in n everyone came out and from there, we walked to george square.

wah, there, under the dark skies and windy weather of 9pm, i celebrated my birthday along with terence and stacey. hui kean’s bakery and wooi kyun’s assisting skills, coupled with boon kiong’s humour and kak yee’s manuevering of the digital cam, we managed to record the happenings of the celebration, most of it anyway. not to mention the photogenicity of stacey, terence and me and the calming and soothing presence of mala, ee peng, wan yin, and wooi kyun.

(updated 10th Nov. 2005)

when the clock stroke midnight(not sure cos i was taking my bath), sao voon and co entered my unit and gave me a surprise. was surprised to hear his voice inside the bathroom. out i went and saw so many ppl crowding the small corridor but wouldn’t miss the lovely chocolate birthday cake. the only flaw(not really the suitable word hehe) is that there’s no candles but only a lighter. anyway, i blowed the lighter and head towards the living room. was forced to sing and dance ala Shaolin Soccer! sao voon n chris, going to kill u for that! i would like to thank those who came over to celebrate(dun think can name every single one of them this page wouldn’t be enough just like my gratitude).

the third wave of birthday celebration came later at ard 3am while we were playing cards. meng wah, seow chern n gang along with jersey n frens came wishing happy birthday. jersey is another who has the same birthday as me, terence n astrina. she gave both birthday boys a big hug… haha!

hi, there…just starting a new blog rite here on my birthday…feel free to give me some suggestions regarding this blog, hopefully not too boring n will try to update this blog as frequent as possible…